i dont know why but i want this on my blog
(Source: davidwain)
( 4.4.13 ) 1:27 a.m.
you deserve so much more than i know how to give you
There is more than enough that you have given today
seeing pictures of you literally makes my heart hurt. i can’t believe i still get like this about you. you will never understand what you leaving did to me. and the worst part is, i know you don’t even care.
After all that i did. After all that you said.
i kinda wanna be that boyfriend who surprises his girl with random hugs and flowers give her piggy backs randomly lay in the grass with her and just talk for hours and hours hold her hand and not care who sees but sadly no one has given me the chance to be that boyfriend
Seriously, I would be the best to you. Though you may not be the best to me, we may fight, and argue, and just piss each other off but darling. I could love you through everything. Hell I’d love you even if we split, but you don’t see that. You think no one will be able to love you. For your scars, and your anxiety, and whatever else you may think is wrong with you. We all have problems, but I will love you no matter what. I promise. Just give me a chance, please.
(via youreasuckyperson)
You said your scared of being left
Well I promise you this:
If we are together I won’t ever leave you. When you are sad I will cheer you up. When you face challenges, I will stand by your side and support you. I will always accept you just as you are. When you are lonely, I will hold your hand and tell you how I’m always here for you. When you are scared, I will hold you tight and kiss your scars. When things get rough, I’ll always come back. You know I love you.
Now will you promise me:
You will give me a chance?
Im okay. Im okay. Im okay.
Fuck it, Im not. Seeing your face and knowing I can no longer call you mine makes me cry harder. Feeling like being so strong for the last five months means nothing. I feel so pathetic. I mean, I was so happy. Happier than Ive been in a long time with you in my arms.
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Ehh
